Yeah, I'm pretty angry.. BUT IT GOES TO SHOW

IF I WANT THE DAME, THOU SHALL NOT FORGET THE NAME. LOL

Its been a busy month for me, starting with the seduction process.. I made some strives but I know its more to come with the adventures I present for myself.

Just want to get some stuff off my chest before I continue.. this past Fri and Saturday were mediocre days. I was timid and shy, and didnt think my talk game was ever going to get a girl....

Putting to much pressure on myself perhaps

I look at women and I love the way theyre shaped and the clothes they were abbreviate the curves on the body. But, I dont want to be an observer I want the girls I look at. Constantly, making it difficult for myself to get a lay because I wont take charge or seduce properly.. and still women or at least the girls I know hasnt seen the side of me that wants to fuck them all..



Chuck Bass muthafuckas...

Anyway, I do feel in order for me to be successful I have to stretch my limiting beliefs again in the field. I dont like to dwell on the past that much, talking about my first year of pickup.

I think the only difference between that time and now, is that I have people that want to go out with me now, so going off on my own and making my own night seems limiting sometimes. Knowing everyone in the venue still helps me and preselection does its job with the right timing.

But still...

When I go up to a girl, the goal is to get the lay I know, but leading the interactions seems to be undercutting me also. Being interesting, and actually having some personality for her to be impressed only happens when I'm in a good state and I say the right things...

But bottom line..

I do lack some confidence when it comes to seducing a woman, I plow foward when I know its there, but having the balls to create the vibe from out of thin air seems is difficult. Sometimes

Suggestions to myself...

Get better at txt and phone game, if a girl wont talk to you over the phone she wont meet up with you. EITHER START MAKING PROGRESS OR STOP GETTING NUMBERS ALL TOGETHER!

Be in a better state before going out, call some1 do something to get yourself in a more positive mood

Use Props : I.E. ring pops

Ive been thinking a lot about whether I should continue this journal since the person in which inspired me to start this and I of he no longer post here..

I wouldnt say we were rivals, more or less just motivation for each other.. it sucks though, at least to me we've been good friends

psssh you want a competitor? bring that shit on man. i excell at challenges. I shall head out set a number and challenge you to beat that to a pulp.

If a challenge wont help motivate you into a good state then ill have to come over to your favourite clubs and rip them to shreds

ok so i challenge you to hit on a swedish with brown hair blue eyes get her number pull her to vip spot mack out and then lose her. after get hit on by a married woman. if you do that you win. if not then i do. next challenge will be layed down next time by you.

Dude, I'm not talking about that kind of challenge lol

haha well it was worth a shot

Juice, why don't you tell us what kind of a challenge you are wanting?

This is a prelude to a better post that I will do later... The place that theme this night did it again this year. The names in this FR are complete Fictional... This FR was made V-day 09... with no further adieu enjoy this til the the real meat comes later.. lol





Date: Valentines Day
Place: Push Ultra Lounge
Where: Downtown StPetersburg

Well, this night marked my 1yr celebration of being actively in the field as a PUA. Before I left the house, I had on some black jeans and my maroon red long sleeve shirt. I noticed while I was getting ready that I was doing some sort of rocking motion with my hips, I had no reason to do this but myself emotionally felt very collected and calm. Went to kyle's to meet up with him and Brian, we chatted for a bit and then left off to push.

Before I continue I want to make a point to say something about the layout of Push. Its very commercial with the outside design, when you first walk in you will see a fountain in the courtyard with a resturant connected to club on the right side on the first floor. Walking to the back you will see a bar to your left and then about 10feet away is the staircase to go upstairs to Push. When you go up there.. the another bar is to the right side of you and 3 party booths are too your left and some are bigger than others. The 3rd floor which is the roof, has the sit down locations on the edge of the roof, all around and the middle is open, the bar is right infront of you when you first get off the stairs about 15feet away. Back downstairs is where the bulk of the venue is, there is the main bar which has the bottles to the back of the bartenders but you can all the way around to be serviced from which ever spot you lean up to. The dancefloor is in the front of the bar, and the dj booth is on stage with sitdown locations on the edge of the dancefloor with VIP.

While we are going upstairs as we walk in to pay, all 3 of us were present with these bolts from the bouncer's in which he tells us that these bolts have numbers on them, what you need to do is find the girl with the nut that has the exact same number as your bolt. Which isnt the fun part, so being who I am I thought that this would be a fun adventure to do for the night its a lot of women here finding her the hard way will be the most challenging. When the 3 of us get our bolts we run into Mabel and Randi, these are 2 girls that we are going to make a little social group to jump start. Mabel is a tall blonde that has a decent personality but her downfall is that she is very unconfident in herself which she has no reason to be, Randi is a very short brunette girls w/ 3 kids and has a very spunky personality, very fun to be around because she is open to doing anything to have a good time. When we meet and greet with them, I start on my mission for finding the girl with the number 23 (Ironic I get that number thats Michael Jordan's number) the opener for the night was for all female sets it was "You guys got nuts"!! For mixed sets, I open the guys with "You guys found your nuts yet"!!! After about 4 to 5 sets of doing this, I decide to take Randi to the dancefloor and have some fun, her and I have good chemistry on the dancefloor and I seem to cant control a certain body part during these moments. I start to do the normal escalation as with normal girls and she complies with her own gestures, she takes my hand and places it right on her hip near her pussy and I get a good feel for the underwear she is wearing, I noticed some very good proximity around me while I was dancing with her but I didnt want to start to on the dancefloor for this missions because I wanted to work on social communication also. Randi wanted a drink so I lead her to the bar, and while she was getting a drink I started approaching sets, while some looked intimidating I still approached because I had a legit reason.

I opened a 3 set with the opener I mentioned and hooked with a nice looking girl, she had a very common name but I wasnt going to be around her for a no longer than this so I ejected to approach the next set. A total of 4 sets was in the area that I approached, all in which didnt have my number but these turned ito a good 3-5minute conversations w/ a couple girls hugging and wishing me good luck. Randi came out of the bathroom and I asked her to be my wing woman for this little adventure and before long she was approaching sets and asking for me and we both had a good rhythm and she had a good time which was important for building comfort with her. I tell her to lets go on the roof because I had a good feeling about up there. So, we go out and we see Brian and Mabel on the roof talking. Randi and I continue to open sets together and engaging with people, after about 2 sets I took Randi back to Mabel, she wanted to go back down and dance and I said that I would stay up here to find my nut so to speak. I proceed to go back into the crowd and I see a mixed 3 set and opened the guy with "Have you found your nut yet" he says, no I didnt get one. The 2 girls ask me what was my number, I tell the girl ladies first, she says 153 I was like thats pretty high, I dont like older women. The whole set laughs, and we fluff talk for another couple minutes and I eject, to my left was an adjacent mixed 6 set, 3 girls, 3 guys...I open the guys with, "Have you found your nuts yet, bros"!! One guy turns around with a look of confusion on his face and says "What did you just say?" I repeat the opener and show him the bolt.. he tells me that he didnt get one and neither did his friends.. I start engaging the rest of the group and I notice that the rest of the group is talking about my opener and how original it was and gave me props.


After some more fluff talk and making the girls laugh, I left the set still prying on the mission @ hand. I go back downstairs and I see a decent looking 2 set to my left at the bar where you first come in, I open them with, "You guys got nuts"!! The girls laugh and one says I have the number 22, mine is 78 the other girl says.. I look at them both, and say "Thats a shame I was looking for 2 girls to screw over 2nite"!! I get the proper Kino and then stack to me telling the story of how long I have been looking for my number and being humble for the adventure that it is. One of the girls makes a joke that her and her friend together for valentines day which I dont believe.. I talk to them a bit more and I eject one of the girls hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Its about 1:10am and I'm running out of time, I go to the inside bar to talk to Lucy and she keeps cheering me on to find my lady.. Ahead of me is a 3 set of girls and one looks like Alicia from an earlier FR, I approached her with the same opener, she tells me that her number is 69 get it?!? Her and I joke about that and she tells me that if she finds the guy with that number to come tell her where he is... I told yeah why not! I eject from her and find myself on the edge of the dancefloor near the seated locations of the club... This was a 6 set, with one couple so lets make it 4set, 3 more girls with 1 guy just hanging around.

I approached this HB8, Tall, very caramel skinned complexioned girl, she asks me my number and I said 23!! "Are you serious" She says, "I have the same number". She walked to her handbag and pulled out the nut and I look around and I see the same number. Her and I danced for a while, throughout the night I tried to make some kind of plan for the woman who had my number. It was a tough time and but I loved the way it turned out, I was determined to find this girl with my number. At the end nothing happened I gave her the nut and bolt and walked off, since there wasnt any real time to do anything.

But, it made me realize a couple things about myself I didnt know... that I could approach any set with the means, I used stacking routines and stuck to the same opener the whole night. Sets opened up well, and everyone enjoyed my company and if need be, I made a good stance on whether I should be in this game or not. I must have opened at least 15 sets in order to find this girl.. what this night tells me is that I could do anything, and a good routine to follow would be something I should look into for more guaranteed success. I can be relentless in a set, I am attractive, I am FUCKING Juice ... and PUA I will remain.

Date: Valentine's Day Eve '10
Where: Push Ultra Lounge

It began like any other saturday, I had worked a shift at my new job and thus felt really good about the upcoming night...

"Do you want to find your nut or come dance with me"

More about that later, I started the night by paying to get in which normally I dont but I dont have a problem with doing it. They give me a screw to which I'm reminded about last year and how long it took me to find the girl with my number. I think to myself "2nite is going to be awsome"

I walk pass a couple sets of girls, and I just go str8 inside to greet friends.. but on the way I open a couple girls ..

Me: Do you girls have nuts...
Set: Ewww... dont talk to us

This is the kind of night its going to be, some girls didnt have nuts, and thus I know reactions are going to be one of a kind lol. I open a few more girls to know avail some girls are way off with theyre numbers... mine is Screw #47... I get numbers like 180, 11, 2, 17, 27, 57, and so forth...

I get to my friends to no avail, and whip out a bag filled with Ring pops and give the to the girls. I fluff talk with them for a while, I show them my screw and then tell them I'm on a mission and I bounce...

Starting with the dancefloor, I start asking girls if they did or didnt have nuts, when they did none matched and I had found myself made a complete circle around the bar before realizing that I had asked some of the same girls twice... Then I proceed outside to the deck of the club!



I scan the deck for possible sets to open, look to myself I see this set of older women I was like "Please dont let it be one of them". I proceed to go open..

Me: You guys have a nut..

Set: What's ur number...

Me: You first

Set: 170, 48 and 55...

Me: To bad for you guys, u looked really fun..

HB7.5 lets call her HOTSHOT, she has short red hair some tight jeans and a wicked smile so, she leans into me and makes a mention about my efforts.. from her body langugage I can kinda tell its on.. I grab her hand and bring her closer to me. Now, she is where I wanted her, but she is under this hot as lamp that seems to be cooking the back of her neck or so she mentioned.

Inside our bubble is a frame of sexual tension, some kino and innuendos. She told me what she does for a living which is training Arabic people on how to shoot guns or something for the military. She gets closer to my face and I'm well aware of her Eagle Eye Eye Contact...She moves her hand to the lower part of my back, as Im rubbing the sides of her figure slowly. As I am talking, she gives me the doggy dinner bowl look.. I stop mid sentence and ....SHAZZAM!!!

We KISS, first is slow pecks and then she sucks my lip into her mouth.. and started to treat like a dog tugging at some beef jerky.. I was thinking IT FUCKIN HURTS but damn, let her do what she wants with it lol...This goes on for about 5mins, and then she asks for my number to make a note by saying, "Call me anytime, 2morrow, monday... just whenever" I punch her number in talk for about 2mins and bounce on forward with the mission.

Still on the deck I open a couple more sets, to no avail I didnt find my number 47.. but then I saw this 2 set on my right near the girl at the door, I go to open them...

Me: Do you guys have any nuts..

HBDrunk: No we didnt get any number at the door, we came a little late.

I turn around to the next girl..

HBPenny: Hi

She moves closer to me and off the guy that she was dancing with. She moves closer to me with a seductive eye That would make slug go drink a glass of saltwater...

Me: What about you, did you get a number?

Her friend veer's off with some guy she was with.. apparently this must be a double date or something.

HBPenny: No, but what are you doing!

I go to explain the theme from which the club has with the nuts and bolts, to which she laughs and she goes into asking if I wanted a shot.. she asked me what I like I say, "Your choice, Surprise me"!

While we are waiting for the drinks the bartender, is taking a while to engage us, so I start to build some comfort with her.. by asking where is she from, how long she's been living here and so forth.. she looks every bit of 22, but to my surprise she is a year older than me... I joke on her the fact that she is 3 years from 30. I remember Legend from Pickup Evolution told me that bouncing a girl around in the club gives her more memories of you thus making less flakes... I take heed and after we are done dancing I tell her, "You know what, you can help me find my nut... let's go". She says, "ok" and tells her friend she's coming with me and then we move inside.

I go to ask some girls about theyre number when she grabs my hand tightly and says, "You could either find the girl or come dance with me" (Serious IOI) I comply and take the lead while she follows me thru the crowd.

Side Note: To me if a girl says something like that, she is really into you. This was not me falling into her frame she was just giving me an option to take.

We get to the dancefloor and I make sure we dance near my homegurls that I'm with for a little preselection and right on que one comes and hooks my arm and says, "Come on". Penny hooks my arm tighter, and ask me, "Who is she"? I tell her "Oh, thats just a friend nothing to worry about". We keep dancing, and I spin her around to front to back, vice versa, then we are face to face... she is giving me those eyes I made mention to, so I move in to kiss her and she moves away an inch before I touched her lips but I could see a smile behind it. I have to escalate it a bit, she wants me to take the lead, so I grab her legs and mount it against my hip, we grind hard and deep .. I caress her back harder and pull her in.. she looks down, I tilt her head up... I say, "Let our eyes tell us what to do". We stare deeply for about 5seconds and then we kiss again... we make out for about 5mins...

I say, "Its crowded here lets go get some space", she agrees and we move outside.. she leaves me for a 2nd and goes to the guy that she was dancing on earlier. After a minute she comes back to say, "That's the guy you pissed off earlier". We both laugh, she says she'll be right back...

Im hanging out by the door and I fool around with another friend of mine for some preselection. I come to think how, I've never felt so good with kissing 2 women directly in proximity of each other, I wonder how I didnt get caught. I remember thinking about how I go into this state, with the Social Momentum I had to some degree, I had made this night happen because of me. It was about 115am, and I found HOTSHOTT again.. we made out and then made some plans to me sometime this week.

When the club closed, I saw Penny again to no avail... she had found my friend on the dancefloor and Penny gave her number to her to text to me. I thought "Wow" she really likes me. She kissed me again and then left...

I couldnt help but think to be proud of myself, I had tried to bounce 2 women to sleep with them and said some things completely out of left field, I'm not mad that still got in the car alone 2nite.. the most fulfilling thing is to know you tried what you could and be content with the results. The state, the framing, the sexuality the responses from my openers with the girls.. This game is all about the numbers..

Until then people...

Now, let's be real here.. This is a seduction blog, journal or w/e but the reason I wanted to do this was to be completely honest with those reading it and receive opinions and suggestions has I partake on this Journey. Recently, I changed my mobile service from Metro to Tmobile and I must say upgrading to a G1 was well worth the purchase, because now I have records of every single txt to every single girl...it stores an unlimited amount as long as I dont delete the thread lol.

Recently, since I started working I havent been going out much to clubs, needless to say just been focusing on the recent pick-ups and practicing my text game aimlessly...

Here's 1 conversation:

Me: What's up? Working hard? Staying Outta trouble...

HB: Ya I have midterms and I am moving this weekend and working a few extra hrs so I am on overload right now..U?

Note: Her and I have decent rapport from the past and have made out once on the beach... its a minimal attraction between us!

I want to practice leading the conversation on to something but, I'm not going to do it in a big chunk in small baby steps but if she gives me a oppurtunity to drive thru, then I'll make it happen..

Onward..

Me: Where? I been working myself going to enjoy these 3days off, I'm making some tentative plans for march..

Note: I baited a hoop for her to jump thru, with saying something I about having plans in march.. just to see if she will comply and ask what I am doing.. Needless to say .. she .. doesnt lol

HB: To another house in largo, my lease is up..

Note: Instead of asking where is she going to live I make a statement about her living on the beach since its the last place I dropped her off at..When I kissed her in the car..

Me: Still near the beach you no you gotta keep it gangsta....

Note: When texting keeping it as illogical as possible unless ur in a different situation like relationship status or something.. always invoke emotions from the girl.. with silly statements such as these.

HB: O I always keep it gangster That was my moms house on the beach, I have been on my own for a year... Hows The Depot been treating you?

Note: Invoke good emotions, you get good responses from the girls..

Me: Treating me good... cant wait to put some years onto that place. Make sure your gold teeth are shining and u got kool aid in the fridge!

HB: You know it, lol I just saw ur old txt about lunch.. We dont get lunch at my work and sometimes if im at school I eat on the run.

Note: I make her laugh, and thus another good response and NOOOW, She remembers the txt from a couple days back about meeting up for lunch, needless to say I didnt even respond to the message at all, not on purpose but because I dont know how to seed meetups with busy girls such as this one...

Suggestions...

The know how isnt there for me, I dont know how to get in a girls mind and have her make time for me.. I'm always a lil too leniant

Try this with your texts . . . say something that pushes your boundaries. Something that you think may be try hard, then come back with something that shows disinterest, right after that.

[CENTER][/cneter]

3/5/10
Push Ultra Lounge


Today, we pay homage To yet.. I say it "Drunk women", ah yes what a fine web they weave.. This isnt much of a FR from the others but its something that made me aware of myself and how aggressive I actually come on to women.

Last night, everything started off really flat at the beginning and things weren't really hitting off. I hadnt opened up any sets just yet and I was thinking.. if this night doesnt turn around, I'll end up leaving again. My homegurls enters the building and she has.. SWEETARTS.... I happily grab a box and begin approaching. For some reason, my game amplifies with props..

3set to my right, I go open a girl.. I read the words on the sweetart it says, "First Kiss". Ok, I ask the girl.. Have you had your first kiss tonight? She says.. "What"? I repeat again... and hand her the sweetart, I saved face by walking way to her showing her friends and them smiling at me.. I didnt care to plow..at that time.

Next girl.. I open HB8 blonde, about 120lbs soak and wet, very sexy smile and deep eye shadow. I open her by pouring the next tart in my hand, its a pink heart with a crown on it... She ask me, "What's that mean"! Not missing a beat, it means "Your the queen of hearts"!? We start dancing and I can sense the IOM (Its on Moment).. I pull her face and we start making out for about 5 seconds, soft subtle lips and this is the 2nd girl to bite my lip and shake it like beef jerky again... I'm starting to like this lol.

Minutes later, I put her hand on my dick, she grabs it and jerks me off a bit.. I almost lose posture from the pleasure. She spills some of her drink on her self, rubs some between her cleavage and then takes the rest and rubs my cock again. I take a line from a buddy of mine that works for him which is... "Let's go, we can always come back". I take her hand and as I start to walk away, she pulls me back.. I think, "Ok, its just resistence.. dance a little more and instead dont say car, just say lets go outside for some air". After the 2nd time I tried, she looks at me with this smile as if she knows what I'm trying to do.. I turn and lead her out.. she makes a mention about wanting a cigarette.. I say lets go get one.. and bring her to my car with a piggy back ride. She starts to kiss me on the neck...

I drive to a remote area in my town that I dont even think cops pay attention to, its a beach back here with a nice view of the bay... I park..we make out for a bit! I get her out the car and too the shore of the beach on this bench.. I forgot it was 49 degrees out.. and the wind is blowing.. Nice thinking Juice, Ur going to fuck a Icicle. We go back to the car, and I try to escalate.. and she is unreactive to my advances.. her body is away from me, legs crossed away and she has her back to me. I take a step back and turn on the radio... thanks DRAKE and Lil'Wayne for theyre excellent songs.

She starts to rap the songs... something pops off in my head saying, "This girl is kinda cool" so I back off escalating and just get some rapport going with her. Between subjects we make out some more, we play fight after I tease her about having bad feet. She has her legs up, and I grab the left leg and pull the sleeves down and kiss her leg.. she likes it! I roll over on top of her and start the dry humping.. I get some moans out of her which always happens, dont ask me why?!

We make our way back to the club, I see the buss that her friends got on and theyre waiting for her. I say fuck that, I'm driving you home..

Side note: This was me trying to salvage the night and make something happen, but she didnt seem to care about going back to them.

Anyway, we are driving and talking about Various things and she tells me she was raped when she was 16, and she has trust issues with men. It explains a lot of her unreactiveness towards my advances.. we didnt stay on that subject long. I take a step back and I tell myself, you know this girl is actually pretty cool, very down to earth, tough and witty..For the first time in a while, I'm actually having fun just talking ...and being myself. I get her home, and we make out for 10mins.. she's biting my lip again lol. She makes a note to give me her number, and call her.. I'm like I didnt even want the number. She tells me to call her and let her no I got home ok. I'm thinking to myself.. How do I salvage such a situation, she thinks I know her friends, this number wont turn into anything its too many variables..

Side notes: I initiated most of the making out, but she did kiss me back..

I was leaning into her

I was quite aggressive at first in the carbut I had to backtrack and start again.

This is the first time in my 2years of pickup.. Ive bounced a girl outside the club. Drunk or not, at least doing proves that I can..